Monday, March 16, 2009

We Interrupt This Programming...

For a moment of annoyance.  

Sorry, need to just let it out.  I think everyone has these moments.  Moments where you just feel ready to shake someone.  Moments when you realize that the person who is making you feel this way really is always going to be that stupid/immature/rude/enter whatever word you like.  I am having one of those moments.  

And I am venting on here, because I write when I am upset.  I write, it's what I do.  And it's very tempting to facebook comment something, but in an effort to not completely piss my entire family off because I dared say anything I am going to say it here:

I wish those involved who so desperately like to think of themselves as adults would actually choose to act like adults.  You get the title by earning it, not because you reached a certain age or milestone.

There, I said it.  

I feel mildly better.  Because let's face it, I can't bounce back and forth as some people would probably like me to.  I can't be angry one moment and cheering for them the next.  I just can't.  And it kills me that sometimes I feel like that's what's expected.  But here's what it comes down to:  I don't think they are ever going to change, as long as everyone keeps allowing them to claim to be adults while not actually making them act like it, then they won't.  Why would they?  It's not just her, it's him too, and worse, it's about her not them.  Damnit.

Rant over.  I'm tired.  


  1. OUCH! I do know how you feel, and I am just hoping it is not about something I've done. Feels good to let lose sometimes. Ann

  2. Hey! I hope you're okay! You sound really annoyed and frustrated - a bad combination as it usually means what has happened (or happening!) is caused by other people but impacting on you and you can't do anything about it.

    I hope it works it's way through........or at the least that letting it out has made you feel a bit better.

    Take care!