I cannot thank you enough for your understanding and kind words yesterday. From comments to e-mails, they all helped to reassure me that this time is normal and that I have some amazing readers.
After some long consideration I have decided that I will continue to blog here, but that I won't be putting so much pressure on myself about content and frequency. I'll write about this life, maybe less, maybe more. I think I was trying to be the ideal me, which right now isn't happening.
I want this blog to be extremely authentic. I don't want people to drop in and think I live this life that is always rainbows and roses, because that is so untrue. I am in the middle of shaping the life I want and it's messy and it's beautiful and it takes time and mistakes.
Writing about life might mean more about diapers and baby things because that's what my life consists so much of now. It might mean more about my faith as we're currently exploring stepping away from the Catholic church, and that is terrifying for someone like me who likes things to stay the same. I want this blog to be able to help others, but I'm learning that the theme of the year is that I have to take care of me, and right now that means using writing as therapy.
Once again, thank you.